Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 11:18 PM
Firstly, apologies to Grandma.
Sorry for not being there on 270210. This is the second time on your big day, I couldn't make it. You can see what happened, I didn't made this decision myself. You knew how much I wanna go, you knew how much I hope to feel your presence, you knew how much I misses you. I was dead drunk, even felt my "imaginary friends" talking to me, and I broke down crying myself to sleep. I felt so terrible, I wished you were really here... I really wish you could come back alive right now... I chose to turn away whenever there's big events. I'm sorry. I can't face it, I tried to be strong. But most of the times, I still can't take it...
Labels: No pain can be compared to losing you.