Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 3:23 AM
The shadow of you living within me
I've got no-one to turn to.Not friends, not love, not family. NO-ONE!All I wanted was for her to appear right back infront of me,Allowing me to hold her through her last path again.Even if everything is going to repeat,I want to accompany her 24 hours everyday,To stay by her side, hold on to her hands, talk to her, kiss her,And then bid our last goodbye at her very last breath. I tried my best, 我真的很努力了~
156th day, I don't know when I'll start to stop counting.
Grandma, how are you doing right now?
我忘不了从前, no matter how hard I tried to do so.
I really miss her alot ~
The pain that I'm living with everyday, no-one understands.
I tried to be strong, I tried to move on.
Still, I failed...
I need a long break.. a long one.