Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 7:42 AM
Raymond, I'm sincerely sorry for hurting you so badly.
I cross my heart, I swear you're a sweet and nice guy.
I won't blame you if you ever detest me,
Cos I brought this upon myself.
I've got reasons for not being with you,
And it all lies in me.
I know myself.
My faithfulness won't last,
And thats one thing you ever want from me.
I rather hurt you now than later.
I know my heart and myself the best than anyone else.
If I say I would stay faithful, I'll be lying.
Forgive me for all these while,
And I really enjoyed all the moments being with you ~
Hopefully, we could be really good friends before the "liking" happened,
But I know its impossible.
No matter how I treats you, be it good/bad,
I'm not the one you should go for.
Be happy and forget about someone like me.
I'm not worth your love.
On another note,
I'm officially back to JTJX and hopefully history won't repeat.
I still need time to bring myself into believing.
It hurts too badly this time.
