Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 12:02 PM
IMM, 346, 651, home.What a memorable day you left me with.
Do I deserve all that?
You shout at me because of a girl who treat you like this in the past.
Don't imagine me as her, never.
I'm not a simple girl, & I'm very different from the others.
You know I hate it when you compare me with the others,
Worst, your ex.
I don't care how deep she hurt you last time.
Don't expect me to treat you so badly like how she did.
She got 黑心, I don't.
Everyone is different, just like how we have different mothers.
Yes, this is the first time you shout at me since 2005.
I know you are very lost.
But please, spare a thought for me.
I'm not as strong as what you think I am.
Sometimes,
not after every wrong things you did, saying sorry can help.
Its too late...
I really want to walk off after that last word.
I really wish I could walk off.
But don't know why, my backside stuck to the chair.
I know you didn't mean it.
I know you're trying to quit "...", & you need 4 months for that.
I know this 4 months will be very hard for you.
I did try to stand in your shoes, 别说我没有.
I'm really
upset.Upset over the things you said.
Upset seeing you so lost.
Upset that you actually shout at me cos of a idiot "Jasmine".
And for fuck you left off your temper like this..
I just don't understand.... 真的不明白.
有谁会在乎, 有谁会想念.有谁能看穿我的笑脸?
