Wednesday, June 03, 2009 @ 12:00 AM
Went swimming with Boy around 3 plus to 6 plus.
Swam a few round only,
And we sat there chit-chatting all the way.
Dinner at 303, no more nice Curry Chicken :(
Sometimes I wonder,
Why people live in this world with illnesses and die with it.
Yes, I'm so afraid the truth will be out.
I really need a check-up.
If everything goes negatively,
Who will still stay by my side till the very end?
How am I going to live with it then?
There's alot I've been thinking.
Yes, its the same symptom.
Exactly the same to be more specify.
I don't dare, I don't have the gut to go for a check-up.
But I need a confirmation.
I'm so afraid, I really am....
I'm only 19, and I don't want to live with it.
And to be exact, this happens more than 5 times already.
Just told mum about it.
She wants me to go for a checkup asap.
I'm so afraid, I'm so scared.
I need a shoulder right now, a real hug.
我怕了. 老天,请你保佑我.
