Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 12:31 AM
I can't help..Can't help but to feel so loved,Whenever I thought of what Boy once told me before...Next month, or rather starting from 21st of this month,
Boy will be busier than before.
As he'll be helping out his friend to work,
And he'll be quitting that addicted drug for me, for himself.
You'll be fine, tolerate for that 4 months,
You'll be saving quite alot & its a good start already ^^
Boy said "Don't keep on going out when I'm busy".
No worries
Boy. I won't.
We'll be better in time to come. (=Just came back from 651 with
Boy after meeting Weibin & friend.
Sigh,
Boy gambled again.
I felt very disappointed instead of unhappy.
They said I must be there to stop him gambling.
But I failed to do so.
Yes, I did felt so disappointed with myself as well.
You broke my heart, you broke the trust I had for you.
I really don't know what to say...
You repeated, "I really need you to give me that 2 year to stand up".
I'm willing to give you the time, willing to wait.
But do you have the determination to really stop what you said?
I only can said, "I will just LISTEN".
Not I don't want to trust you, but you did things in this way.
No point saying sorry.
You even swear to God umpteen times.
But in the end, the outcome is still the same.
Still, I can't give up on you.I still must be there to support you.Boy, don't let me disappointed again.I know you can do it, time is all you need ^^
